Wednesday, November 19, 2008
hey..its 1.17am now...im waiting for my dear to upload the prom pics..yup..just accompany her lar..lonely mah.hahaha..okay okay..let us compare...this years prom and last years prom..which is better..erm....this years host is better..games is better this year...food...okay lar..both year okay okay...PROM KING AND PROM QUEEN????BOTH YEAR SUCKS....hahaha...the theme???this years better lar of course...yupaft prom party or outing....erm..last years after prom is better...overall....this years prom better lar...more pictures was taken too this year...yup..im glad that i enjoyed it..well....what i did today???went out as early as 1.30 to meet my dearest at bukit batok bus stop..we got a mission today...i mean me...the mission is for me only..hehe...the mission is.....to find job!!!!HAHAHAerm...got 2 jobs that are available i guess...haha..not much time lar...hmm..im trying ikea later lar...just trying my luck..then just see lor later..hehe...i need a job as soon as possible..need cash man..wanna buy alot of things..i wanna get new bermudas..new shirt..new watch...new oasis shoe(tiger shoe)..new girlfriend..(i sure die wan)HAHAHAHA.joking joking.yup..thats all..ouh yar!!!a couple ring...yup yup yup..thats all..yar..i really really hope that i get anyone of the job lar..pleasee....hehehe...okay okay....im just playing lazy lar..lazy to update sumore...okay lor okay lor...bye..that it..busy chatting with her lar..rite...enjoy guys....life is unfair.when ure happy with someone u loves there must be something that will go wrong..such as family problems or even conflicts among friends..yup..then when ure happy or satisfied with other stuff u will lose someone u love the most..how unfair can this be..??hmm...i suddenly realised this a few month back and just thought of it just now after i fought with my fucking annoying parent..how sway can i get....sway huh??i just cant sit at home..just dont like being scolded or nag even though i didnt do anything wrong.sometimes i just feel that i should stay with the orphanage..haha..i mean..there no one will scold or beat u up just as they wish to.what if im dead.?HAHAHAHA.even better...no need to care about the world already..hehe...i wish im just 35..i can live on my own or something like that..there's no one will nag at me and have my own transport..come on lar..im 17 i can think already..can think which is good and which is not.i tink i love someone more than i love my parents..maybe she just show how much she cares about me in a good way..not like in a shouting and scolding way..yup..in all,i just have to say that we cant have everything we want in life.how i wish things would be fair.leading a happy life now..anger.revenge.(in a good way lar)thats what im always thinking.yar yar yar...whatever..fuck off..i need time alone...just cry my lungs out.let everything go..
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